hahaha...no no. I dont have any gf here in Phoenix or anywhere else. I am a free bird!!! :)
I was just thinking aloud...I dont know the exact word for it but whatever it is, is what I was doing!
And u are most welcome to visit my blog - btw, I have started another one at Friendster. But this one will still live - not many ppl know that this exists - so I can ramble about a little freer on this one:). Like if I want to write about some frnd of mine I can throw it out here:). But the other one is visited by frnds in DC, so I write keeping them in mind. Next one there is gonna be interesting - I just found out that a frnd of mine has a listing on bharatmartimony.com - I am gonna enjoy writing about it ;).
Ok, this blog has become more of a one to one response than a post! I think I shd refrain from doing that. Well, cant think of anything to write rite now, but will come up with something soon. I want to get back to writing. Good way of spending time I guess...esp in this heat when going out is not that exciting an option...

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I cant believe my writing could have an effect on someone! Well...it apparently did...my blog post in Friendster reminded Fatema of her good ol' days...I guess she still misses it.
But thats understandable now. If you live in a place where you have made good frnds and a place you start thinking of as your home...leaving that place is a hard thing to do...even if it means going to be with the person you love.
Aah, this smoke alarm is irritating me now! I dont know y it went off in the 1st place!!!
If given a choice of living in the place you love and living with the one you love...what would you choose??
Doesnt seem an easy question to answer...agreed if you love someone, they mean the world to you and it doesnt matter where ever you go with them, as long as you are with them, its all good. But reality - you cant be with the person you love 24 hrs of the day can you! U have to go to work, meet ppl not all of whom are really 'friend' material!; go do shopping where you might come across very rude attendants; survive in a place even if the temperature is 115 on an average...so what do u choose??
Think!
And I will go to sleep now, not knowing the answer myself...

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I am bored I am bored I AM BOREDDDDDDDDD! :(((((((((((((((((
I just cant live in Phoenix! This place is literally killing meee! I feel physically so drained and tired, though I am not sure if its coz of the heat or coz of sitting for 8 hrs in one place 5 days a week!
I miss DC soo much rite now...other day I was talking to Niksy and he reminded me that once I had told him that I dont like DC and I want to get out of there coz I dont have close frnds...but that was I think probably sometime in Oct/Nov last year...and now I am in a more miserable state! I guess its coz I dont have means of moving around as of now...
Well...good thing to look forward to is the DC trip I am making this coming weekend! I hope it will be as good as I expect it to be...
Its been so long since I have written in my diary also...infact I am not sure if I told him about my job also. But then I had decided to stop writing after Nov...nothing good to write...and its better that I forget those days rite...best thing for me...and now that I have lost my laptop also, most of the old memories are gone anyway...
I will see good days! I am sure I will :). I will. Maybe not here in Phoenix, maybe someplace else...
Hoping agianst hope... :)

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I think Priya is right...I ammmmm a 'cribuchand'!! Cribbing about everything all the time! Even though I am in such better state than I was a few months ago, I am still cribbing! But I wasnt always like this na...look at the blogs from a year ago...they are all good and encouraging...just that I dont feel so enthu about things anymore...
I got a new TV today - and I am not at allll excited about it! I am thinking of buying a Jeep and no active interest in that either...for all u know, I might go to the dealer and get one tomorrow itself just as a matter of fact...
I want to be excited, I want to be thrilled about things too...but somehow, I dont feel like doing any of that anymore...

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I was just feeling bad that I havent been able to tell all of my frnds about my moving to Phoenix...esp my diary/blog/mail...so here I am posting on my blog and writing even I dont know what!!!
hahaha...sorry, just that I am bored and I dont want to be sitting simply and doing nothing, so I am typin'!
Hmm...what should I say...I was reading some of the old blogs...and the one about the Paintball game...that brought back so many good memories...I really had so much fun that day...and later in the evening also when I had been to Kartik's place for dinner...everyone else was there...I miss school...I miss it for all the good times I had...and also for all the bad times...but now in retrospect...I think it was glad that I went thru it...watever be it...I was part of something rite...and now...I have such a beautiful house, a job, soon a Jeep too...but then I am not with my frnds anymore...so far away here in Phoenix...now I understand how Esmail or Jagan felt...
Is this how work life becomes... ? The very thought scares me u know...
Hoping against hope...

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