I think Priya is right...I ammmmm a 'cribuchand'!! Cribbing about everything all the time! Even though I am in such better state than I was a few months ago, I am still cribbing! But I wasnt always like this na...look at the blogs from a year ago...they are all good and encouraging...just that I dont feel so enthu about things anymore...
I got a new TV today - and I am not at allll excited about it! I am thinking of buying a Jeep and no active interest in that either...for all u know, I might go to the dealer and get one tomorrow itself just as a matter of fact...
I want to be excited, I want to be thrilled about things too...but somehow, I dont feel like doing any of that anymore...

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I was just feeling bad that I havent been able to tell all of my frnds about my moving to Phoenix...esp my diary/blog/mail...so here I am posting on my blog and writing even I dont know what!!!
hahaha...sorry, just that I am bored and I dont want to be sitting simply and doing nothing, so I am typin'!
Hmm...what should I say...I was reading some of the old blogs...and the one about the Paintball game...that brought back so many good memories...I really had so much fun that day...and later in the evening also when I had been to Kartik's place for dinner...everyone else was there...I miss school...I miss it for all the good times I had...and also for all the bad times...but now in retrospect...I think it was glad that I went thru it...watever be it...I was part of something rite...and now...I have such a beautiful house, a job, soon a Jeep too...but then I am not with my frnds anymore...so far away here in Phoenix...now I understand how Esmail or Jagan felt...
Is this how work life becomes... ? The very thought scares me u know...
Hoping against hope...

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